Poetry #266

THE HUMANS OUT THERE

Popcorn
Christmas,
Snowy
April first,
Fools joke.
Interesting perspectives
Any day shared.
Set here,
Fleeting quality,
Playouts tasks effects connections
Take place or not,
The usage energies 'produce' projects,
Letters, shows, contracts,
Nearly finished.
Now yoga weekends
Evenings too.
Focus on
The web
The net,
Reike,
Now toys,
Computer too!
Entertain walking dog,
Pulls on will,
To play,
Child,
Wonder ways,
What it is?
What times spent or not,
Too the business of show-biz,
Writing, painting, acting
Conversations exploring
What's in spoken forms
That may seem to loop too,
Producing what moments
What life?
Then turning around seeing
What changes seem to have happened
In a moment by one's focus,
Or by ones non-attentions,
What seems to take care of itself?
What seems to deteriorate left to itself?

Results, works, days, sets,
Films and books
Success finance and celebrity,
Shows, awards, talk,
What's felt expressed,
Shared, talked about.
The way things unfold becoming
What they become,
'Nose to the grind stone',
At what costs?
The journey journey's could be,
Become nots and would have beens
Or ifs that never were.
The hows did we get all this stuff,
Like thymes lived,
Through retrospects
That seem to tie together fragments,
Bits that somehow support
The illusion's life that we call our own
In our self interest
When we construct,
To busy ourselves,
To own,
To accumulate,
What! What! What?
Thought become the thoughts!
Hears and shared not.

The flowers bloom,
In appreciation of life's gifts.
Study, look to see
What may be?
Follows April
What Christmas,
New Year.
The number,
The season,
The promises,
Own ending to bring
Bright fresh greens of spring.
Does schooling advance abilities
Possibilities as well?
Observed,
Focus upon activities,
Prepare, advance, create openings
Life's fair with all stories.
Take Courage!
New Windows!
Nine weeks
Grants applications
Frescoes too!
And $5K entire there,
But materials [and cost at home] is like
Time spent on vacations,
But for a focus upon working on one's art,
Daily, constantly and at about same costs
[or less] $2.5K/Mo.
What goods a Rolls
If one can't afford a driver
A house and can't afford to be in it!
And if one wants the house,
Then afford it!
Both time and costs!
The use one makes of it!
Else as with clearing stuff
To better use what's left,
To organize ACTIVITY
Producing results,
Being free to think ones way
Will manifest!
Whose thoughts?
Which you?
Which reality?
[CLEARING].
When left farm,
To be something
Else - beyond the boundaries
Life conditioned environ,
In which one finds oneself [residing],
And the drive [desire] to explore,
Find out what's [out there] to discover,
And it's reflective nature,
Discovering what's [in there]
In the travel, the dialog!
Recall 'inner' and expressing it outward,
Giving it form as one,
Such form moves through it;
Ones field attracts and organizes
The forms in which one moves ones being!
Which you!
Which world!
A voyager moves through space,
In a show of the same name,
Encountering unknown's journey
Across the galaxy,
Seeking 'home' after being 'thrown out there'
Through an opening
Beyond time,
Space,
Constructs known.

Resume,
Dates all 90's - it is now 1997 a list:
Uptown Harlem,
Growth expandings [even after crash]
Move downtown office symphony house.
P&K move to NY,
CM is born.
91 - IRS Jan-Jun,
MFI Jun, Close Companies Jul. Strand apartment? May,
PK 49 St Sept, Began Painting.
92 - JS Out [May?],
Dec - South Street.
93 - 1st year at South Street.
94 - Month France,
PK/CM France Oct.
95 - 3 Months France
96 - 3 Weeks France,
KS School, PK/KS Reiki....
97 - Here we are now!
Reference to calls:
Send first in writing!
Then call to verify.
No Calls! for switching etc.
For phone, etc. Did we call them?
Minimum $ month/Switch fee/who bills?
Equipment bills?
Local bill? Together? ETC. and
WHAT IS THE GAME AFOOT!
The Years! To Saturnian Transit!
Yes I've always observed
The humans out there.


Poetry #267

GET THEE BEHIND ME

Who shows up
At audition?
The freedom to be
Who one is
Doing what one does.
Relinquishes other aspects
That hold to thoughts
Other than one's integrated
Self.
Allows it's attendant fears,
Insecurities,
To show up in one's place.
Those thoughts reflect themselves
In the situation as though
They are who
One is
In one's place.
Clearing aura
Uninvited influences
And closing it
To all but one's
Higher self
Opens
The channel and creates
The field in which
The moment may take place.
We are doing each other
In killing fields,
Can't turn back,
Do something
To stop
Killing.
We are dancing,
Planting flowers upon
The graves!
Looked at business
Newspaper weekly,
Find it interesting
To read the same things,
Different details
That were happening years ago,
When received the paper.
The center,
The garden from which,
Emanates life and
It's attendant reality'.
Looking at the ideas of the garden,
The tree from which one is
Thrust from it
[thrown out there]
The tree to which one returns
[seeking within]
To uninvited
Responses to the negative
[or positive]
Surrounding one's aura.
The garden field,
It's temptation's to become
Knowing of the external reality
A thing to be possessed,
Eaten it's apple,
In materialism of a creation,
The movement from the garden,
Allowing the uninvited influences
To enter and overtake
The field as 'weeds' unchecked and
Thoughts forms invade the field
They create their own reality.
Though it were
The return centering
Clearing the aura field
The higher self's opening
It's creative expression,
Tuning to 'God' rather
Than the externalized
Thoughts of the ego mind
That thinks it is knowing,
Setting itself against itself,
It's creations attempts to control,
The emerging within 'Sonship' transforms,
Clears aura of thought's statements!
Get thee behind me,
Clears the idea
That creation circumstance is the master,
Clears the idea that ownership
Of a material world is possible
If one is but willing
To leave the field,
Or collapse into an inner shell,
Turned inside out,
'To sell one's soul' and
To live in the external form
As though it were reality
And only existence.
To return to the garden,
We come to recognize
The external is but a form
That arises out of the inner being,
The body is but a cloak
That one dons in complex fields,
That are created by the simple being
That emerges in the eternal
Creative...

©2002 - JV Harvey